Archive for August, 1999

Out of the Blue

Anything can happen, Out of the Blue. – Labatt Blue Commercial What difference can a day make? Well, let me tell you. Today in the afternoon, a young nurse called D came to drop of keys to XX. She was very cute, petite and had a great smile. We chatted for a couple of minutes […]

Saved

How next to impossible is the exercise of virtue! It requires constant watchfulness, constant guard. – William Golding, Rites of Passage. “I didn’t want to be the other man. I wanted to be the man.” It was all I could say. Things couldn’t have turned out better I suppose, but it doesn’t help the lost […]

Premeditation

This ain’t no fucking game and I’m feeling so ashamed because I didn’t do anything no I didn’t do anything to stop this from happening I didn’t do a thing – Seven Mary Three, Water’s Edge. I hate to admit it, but I am relieved that the call did not come. I am driving myself […]

How It Happens

It is better to be unfaithful, than faithful without wanting to be. – Brigitte Bardot. If I have to be honest then I admit I waited by the phone for most of the day. One 30 second call to let me know what had gone wrong, and I returned to my vigil. Late afternoon the […]

Dial 9

The girl on the phone keeps a-ringin’ back She knows my details, says she knows my past. – The Jam. Girl on the Phone. 9…. 9…… 9…….. I keep dialing 9, but I can’t seem to get out. I think I have been sucked in too far now. The discussion at work degenerated into an […]

The Return of X

It’s not fair to remind me of the cross I bear that you gave to me, I know. – Alanis Morissette. You Oughta Know. I had a surprise visit from my Ex tonight. She called early and gave me an hour to prepare. My nightmare became a reality when she steeped through the door and […]

Clueless

But oh, what can I say? I adore you. Ani DiFranco. Gravel. Am I completely out of my tree? I was standing by the computer when she called, just home from the office, I hadn’t changed and my mind was firmly set on dinner. Truthfully, I had rushed to get home, hurrying so as not […]

Sparks Fly

It’s just a little crush Not like I faint every time we touch It’s just some little thing Not like everything I do depends on you. Jennifer Paige. Crush. I see her, I feel her, no matter where. Stirring inside me, recognition ignites A step too close, a touch no one dares. She floods my […]

Springeresque

Absolutely outrageous, mate! The Shamen. Ebeneezer Goode. I caught a fleeting glimpse of happiness again tonight. She seems to be a visitor I have been flirting with more and more of late. She comes quickly, surprising me, causing squeals of delight from me while blasting down the highway, or in the case of tonight, making […]

I Love Sundays

Is she crying? She doesn’t have a boyfriend, just a ring to show how little I knew about the world. She wasn’t the same, she said she was but I knew. She pretended to hide it, I pretended to ignore it, we both looked ourselves in the face and lied. There are words in there […]