Archive for February, 2000

T Minus 10

Baby, when you’re gone, I realize I’m in love — Bryan Adams and Mel C., When You’re Gone In case you haven’t guessed I am in the middle of the move. I am not sure when I will get my internet connection back, although it is supposed to be turned on for the 1st. We […]

Missing Pisces

Lie to me, I promise, I’ll believe — Sheryl Crow, Believe I walked without the usual pressing urgency, my hands were steady with a strength and purpose that has eluded me for a great length of time. I felt awake, not the kind of awake that you are forced into by chemicals or caffeine, but […]


Tempt not the stars young man, thou canst not play With the severity of Fate — John Ford, The Broken Heart Seems like on a daily basis I have my own secret Oracle in my inbox. With frightening regularity the trite and seemingly innocuous blurb about my day hits home with the force of a […]

Break, not broken

Nothing is so exhausting as indecision, and nothing is so futile. — Bertrand Russell, Attrib. Swinging like Poe’s Pendulum, my attitude seems to have led me down a strange yet eerily logical path. I admit to not having been myself lately. I am gradually accepting that maybe I am not quite up to the diverse […]

Silent All These Years

Success is victory over self. — Anon (I want to claim it as my own, but I am not sure!) You always want what you can’t have. The grass is always greener on the other side. There are always pretty girls when you are dating someone. These half-truths and cloaked excuses stand in the shadow […]

Ground Swells

Nobody makes a greater mistake than he who did nothing because he could only do a little. — Edmund Burke. I often get stuff at work and try to mail it home to put it up here somewhere and so today I am digging through the pile of mail (notably free of fan mail, might […]

Reach Out and Touch

The Lion and Calf will lie down together but the Calf won’t get much sleep. – Woody Allen, Without Feathers I was startled by the phone, not only it’s shrill and very loud ring, but the fact that Jenny was sitting next to me in the car left me with the sickening notion that it […]

Missing Pieces

Missing Pieces (Secret Places)   Believe whatever you want but know this: Knowledge is Power, Information is Freedom. — Simon Kay, Seeking To Disengage If you stop writing, it just won’t be the same (you know who you are). Would you break my heart so suddenly? Of course there are missing pieces to the Three […]

Foot in Stirrup

The Greeks had a word for it. – ZoĆ« Akins, Play Title Your one foot is trapped, having been forced into the metal trap and as the animal wanders ever so slowly away from you in it’s own absent minded fashion, your other leg hops desperately trying to get enough purchase to propel you upon […]

Whine, Women and Song

To love oneself is the beginning of a lifelong affair. – Arthur, The Ideal Husband I have been guilty of being a whining child. Only of late, in my approach to my overall existence, I have been applying the playground rules and pouting when I felt excluded or maligned in some way. I have in […]